Between two business trips, Jürgen stepped into the studio looking for authentic sadism, erotic tension, and a touch of helplessness. I was more than happy to oblige.

An entry on why masochism does not equal high pain tresholds.

What happens when people encounter pain? I am always fascinated by the countless ways the body and mind respond. A personal reflection on the strange, beautiful, and deeply human diversity hidden within the experience of pain.

A performance at the Kinky Spring Market was interrupted after the use of a Rammstein song triggered controversy. This article reflects on the artistic intention behind the piece: consent, unwanted touch, female rage, censorship, and the uncomfortable realities that still exist within kinky spaces.

A practical guide of how to get started in finger flogging. Practice, be creative and enjoy!

110 kilos, 20 years of experience—and still not satisfied.
This session was about finding out exactly where his limit really was.

Whose pleasure are we really serving when we pick up a flogger—theirs, or our own? A personal exploration of service, sadism, and the delicate (and necessary) balance of energy exchange in impact play.

What to watch out for when buying, and where to buy floggers.

My essay about why enjoying the bliss-high is different from the pain high, what mazochism (and sadism) is, and what is not. The limitations of the system of brakes, and overreactive empathy, as a limiting factor for service-oriented tops.

A testimonial about the power of letting go - from the receiver’s side.

From tea and nervous chatter to opera-paced flogging and deep bliss, it’s a story about consent, trust, and the subtle shift from control to surrender.