I pay my taxes like a hairdresser. I get treated like a liability. This is the story of my third bank account closure in under a year — and why the real cost isn't mine to pay alone.

I had the holnour and pleasure to be under Master Samael’s floggers. This is my testimonial about a deeply moving session, and the power of holding space.

Karsten came to me at the age of 82 to have his first deep-dive into long impact play. He ended up thoroughly enjoying not only his high pain threshold but an intense p€nis flogging experience too. A beautiful session worth commemorating.

My personal story of psychology, masochism and above all: the fascination with the altered state of consciousness.

Impact play in its purest form, sado-masochism at it’s best: the journey towards the pain high.

Longer impact scenes are becoming increasingly popular—but what actually makes a beating last? Inside our latest in-house workshop at Atrium, Hekate and Master Samael share the techniques behind skin preparation, the pain high, pacing, and why great impact play is far more than simply hitting harder.

A beautiful session between seduction and sadism - with authentism and chemistry.

A fellow professional with over 23 years of experience stepped under my floggers. What unfolded was a deeply authentic exploration of trust, surrender, and connection. Read his reflections on the experience.

Between two business trips, Jürgen stepped into the studio looking for authentic sadism, erotic tension, and a touch of helplessness. I was more than happy to oblige.

An entry on why masochism does not equal high pain tresholds.

What happens when people encounter pain? I am always fascinated by the countless ways the body and mind respond. A personal reflection on the strange, beautiful, and deeply human diversity hidden within the experience of pain.

A performance at the Kinky Spring Market was interrupted after the use of a Rammstein song triggered controversy. This article reflects on the artistic intention behind the piece: consent, unwanted touch, female rage, censorship, and the uncomfortable realities that still exist within kinky spaces.